Dreams and realities in filmmaking

Writing a screenplay isn’t just about putting words together; it’s a way of revealing something deeply personal, hoping it resonates with others. Each script reflects my hopes, fears, and vulnerabilities. So when rejection comes, especially from avenues I respect, it stings deeply. My debut short film, Beneath a Mother’s Feet, faced several rejections from festivals I admire, and more recently, a new film project was denied funding. Every 'no' feels personal, but I’ve learned that persistence is crucial in this unpredictable industry.

Coming from a working-class background, balancing family responsibilities, and spending years behind the scenes in the film world has shaped my perspective. Some may say I came to directing later than most, but I see my experiences as an advantage, offering a depth and authenticity that can’t be easily replicated.

My recent ADHD diagnosis added another layer to the journey. It helped explain my sensitivity to rejection but also opened up a well of creativity I hadn’t fully tapped into before.

Balancing mental health, work, family, and the dream of filmmaking can be overwhelming at times. But I’ve come to appreciate the importance of carving out time for my passion and relying on the support of creative communities.

To anyone reading this: our stories, experiences, and voices matter. My journey in filmmaking, with all its hurdles and moments of triumph, is proof of that. If you’re facing rejection and doubt, keep going. Our stories are worth telling, and our time will come.